Cuti panjang

Alkisahnyer nk bercuti panjang sambil menghirup udara segar di suatu tempat yg indah..
Tapi nmpk gayanyer kne tundalah lagi..ade beberapa hal yg berlaku menyebabkn usul untuk pergi bercuti terpaksa di postpone..ntah bile akan dikaji semula..
Mungkin setahun kemudian atau mungkin akan terkubur begitu sahaja..

hati terasa terluka tapi apakan daya terpaksa kukorbankn demi suatu keindahan dan rahmat dr-Nya..

mugkin di suatu hari dpt dilakukan perkara yg dh lama dirancang..insyaallah..

sekaraang apa jua keputusan haruslah adil dan saksama supaya semua akan tidak merasa kesusahannya..makin berat tanggungjawab untuk membuat sebarang keputusan. Banyak pihak akan terlibat dengan apa jua keputusan dan jika tersalah tafsir akan menyusahkn byk pihak.

beringat2 selalu...

cold n fever

having a little flu today..just back from hometown for my sis wedding..probably the weather on that day was so hot during noon and raining during night make my body very weak..

so today with no mood I'm working as usual..need to complete some task given..but no worries..no presssure working during weekend..slow and steady..

need to take some pills to reduce my headache and flu..panadols mayb..gotta to buy it first or get some from my buddies..

later want to take a nap..then should be ok..:)

totally different

what i mean is with my lifestyle..before I was so not up-to-date to anything..just remain the same but noe what i've go through is totally different.

I need to adapt to some changes of my life..being part of my life should be..

different stories..

last week went shopping with my mum..eventhough she retired (govern sector) but I still ask her to buy me something..hehe
my salary twice bigger than hers but stll not enough..have to pay the rent,the car,the card ant etc..
if calculated for both me and my hubby expenses for vehicle loans only almost rm1600..
not included expenses for groceries and yet my stuff..every month should have at least one..hihihi..

that's the reason my saving every month were become lesser..so how to have good money management so that I''saving more than expenses...

If my mum knows what happen to her beloved and cutey daughter money management, sure she will mad at me..:)

so before its too late..I have to think an alternative to solve this issue..:)

penat bekerja

arini pnt keje sb semalam sgt bz melayan tetamu yg dtg rumah..walaupon ade gak member2 yg tk dtg walaupon diemail,disms dan dicall..huhu


tp tak mengapa..yg pntg enjoy jmpe kwn2 lama..ade tu dh sthn tk jmpe..nasib baik wat mkn2..kalo tk mmg tk jmpe la jawapnyer..:)


tp mengapa hati in keresahan sb tglkn suami di rumah..sian die sorg2..mmg tklh dipisahkn suami isteri nie..sgt rindu merindui..

jp lg g mkn2 lg..open house lg..huhu bln syawal dh nk abis..pasni dh tkde open house n msg2 bz ngan hal msg2..

today is a great day

today is a great day for me

tomorrow never dies

flasing in my mind on that movies.. dun know why.. but the tittle very attractive to me.. reminds me to something..happens in my life.. for me it means that i should'nt give up..by any chances.. i should have a courage to move forwards..because i've still have tomorrow..to achieve my goals..

but then..on 2nd thoughts..some day tomorrow will ends..that time all human being will dies..
and who knows what will happen to us..the sky will collapse..etc etc..

seems like scary but all human being will face it..so we need to be prepared for that..
to me.. our obligations to Allah is not the hardest than manage our relation with human being..once we do someting wrong,if not forgiven by that person we'll pay the day after.

So, being nice to every person and hope we will not have any debts to pay later.. :)

Syed Zainal Fazreen Syed Zin

This is my husband name..

He is very charming person.. anywhere he goes.. people tends to like him eventhough he have that arrogant looks..

He have a cute face with with a thin mustache he look more matured and 'macho' man (that what people say la).... :)
But that scares me.. he work with newbees..and every batch he handle comes with challeges to me..even other department were shocked when he inform them already married..
Women nowdays try to catch any man that have some criteria of her own standard..

yaah..he looks younger than his age..and also have criteria of what women admires but it does.nt mean that he's single..we've been married more than a year..couple for almost 8 years.. :)

He is the youngest among his siblings but act like the oldest..even his parent more trusted in him rather than other silblings..any issue will first come to us..
it looks like a burden to us but actually its a responsibilty..hopefully my parents and family would understand us more..

My hubby is a very stand of his words..so anything come out from him is a yes for me..unless if I use my influence attraction to him (more insisting to him), i'll manage to twist him around..kuikuikui..but he still the man of my life... ;)

8 years been together but still lots to dig up about him..lots of new things that he show up to me..
yet to be found and explored...

strange feeling

I've something in my heart..dunno what the feeling was but sure is not a good one.. try to remove ot but it keep coming to me.. feels uncertain..feels unsecure and feel dumped.. i'snt?

well....who knows...it seems sometimes ok sometimes not.this feeling up and down.so, lets put positive think in my head..just a normal feeling for a career woman who have lots of stressed work and try to manage her life accordingly.. :)

then, I'll feel better, just put aside negative thoughts and i'll be a happy person.. kind of..

to me,we need to have both positive and negative feelings..in a way to balance our life..thats will be interesting..

however, most of the time we want to have positive feeling..happy,very much in love,caring and etc..so that it will cheer up our life..

for me the most precious feeling that i've been through and i'm sure most of us does is falling in love..it give us strength and courage to face the on we love..it give us a smile everytime we meet him or her..and we feels that this world is belong to both of us only..we can do almost everything and anything...

that is love...

bulan pose

Di bulan pose ni mcm2 dugaan yang datang..time nie la mknn sedap2 ade kt bazar, time ni la nk g keje jem.. time ni la nk mtk cuti tk dpt.. mcm2 la..

memang menguji kesabaran tol..tp ape2 pon bln pose mmg best... keje byk ke sket tk kisah sb tkyh kuar mkn..kalo bln tk pose keje byk smpi lpe mkn..keje sket mengular smpi naik brt bdn..

keje kt KL ni byk sket dugaan..nk g kje subuh2 dh kne gerak..kalo tk jem..pastu blk pas mgrb.. bru cpt smpi umh..so kuar umh matahari tk kuar lg..blk umh matahari dh terbenam..huhu..


itulah rutin seharian sape2 yg keje kt KL..nasib baik gaji masyuk..kalo tk dh lama blk kg..tanam ubi...kuikuikui :)

teringin sgt nk mkn kuih2 yg best bln pose ni..tp kt cni susah nk cr..kt kg lg byk..mtk2 la smpt bli blk raya nti...bubr pon best gak..nk mkn bubur kacang merah..cceedddaaapppnyerrrr....
kt umh ade jagung..hurrmmm lh wat bubur jagung tp hubby tk mkn lak die mkn bubur kacang ijau jer..susah gak tu...

hurm,, bju ry dh bli 2 psg..kalo ade rezeki nk cr lg sepsg... yela2 sthn skali jer shopping ry... nk cr sedondon kaler ngan hubby bkn main susah lg...kaler same tk tkde saiz lak..ade size kaler tk same lak..last2 ade sipi2 kaler same pon rembat jelah...

soo much fun..soo much joy...

yesterday night went to my aunt's place..actually my brother's in law's aunt.. met my little 2 days age nephew...well my sis jut give a birth..her 1st son after 4 yrs of marriage (dun know when is mine)..huhu :)

wel..he soo cute..named Muhammad Amir Zakuan..we called him Amir..now got 2 nephews.. Muhammad Ziyad and Muhammad Amir Zakuan..

well...this yr lot things happen..but mostly the good things..upcoming yr hopefully lots of fun and happiness..

keje.......keje.......keje

Kalo pk pasal keje mmg la sakit kepala..mcm2 hal..process ini ubah process itu ubah..tp nasib baik la ade komitmen utk keje..kalo tk dh lama dh jadi suri rumah sepenuh masa...


last weekend sgt best..eventually dpt gak capai one of my dreams..tk sabar rasenyer nk tgk hasilnye nti..just want n c..hurrmmmm...nk kumpul duit lg for my next dreams..honeymoon kt overseas..probably australia..tupon kalo ckup duit..mayb next yr after get my ASB.. yela nk harapkn duit gaji bulan2 mmg tk laaaa...


so mase tgh muda n berdua nie..njoy la puas2..nti nk pk bli rumah..nk ade anak..insyaallah kalo ade rezeki...mcm2 lg la..that why whatver happens in d office..i've to accept everything..
challenge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kalo pk2 mmg skrg byk mslh jer..tp bak kte my hubby..kte tension2 pon mslh ttp ade kt situ..so relax n njoy..mslh tu kte setel slow2..lg tension lg tklh setel mslh..

now i'll njoy my life..member2 ofis pon ok..lh lepak n luah pape kt diorg..at least ringan sket rase kepala nie..caz the're very understanding..same goes to my hubby.. luv u abg...

mcm2 hal

haaaaaaiiii....
mcm2 hal la yg berlaku lately..dh pening smpi mls nk pk..biar la ape org nk kte...

adooiiiii.....

working on weekend

arini kena keje..mtk AL reject sb last minute..bkn ape pon nk join hubby ang the geng picnic kt sungai...

tp tkpela..mgu depan ade lg group nk mandi sungai..lh ikoottt sb mmg cuti pon..yeehhaaaa...
enjoy sblm start pose...

tonight ade mkn2 kt sunway..geng2 lama yg dh naik pangkat sume..pndh department len..dlu same2 bertungkus lumus berkorban masa n tenaga for the sake of da company...

then later we have our moment together..dh lama gilerr tk enjoy ber2..last week je tupon g tgk wayang... :)

nk g honeymoon lg..kt tmpt2 best...tmpt2 romantik..so that we can sustain our romantic relationship...ktorg ni kne slalu cmni..kalo tk akan rase kurang kasih syg..maklumlah zaman blajar dlu even 1 course, kolej sblh2..dating dr pg smpi mlm, sms and calls,tulis surat cinta tp masih rindu lg...

so today finish up all undone work for this week so that next Monday won't be my Monday blues..for sure will be asked by Manager, then I'll have de answers...

Cuteyyy chipmunk and cat

Wow..soo cute when i see dis pics..reminds me my cipmunk dvd at home..one of the dvd's I buy original..cos want the see the nice pics and movement..dancing actually..the moves and the singing..like very much..

eventhough in reality i will not take my risk to hold it...but i still like to watch their characters..seems like very natural and alive...

don't you think so?

dats cuteyy cat also nice..but only in pics..i'll also never hold them and love them..sorry but that is my weakness..

I think i don't like animals..thats the reason i don't have any pets.. but in the future who knows..people can change right..including me..since my hubbly very much love cats..he also have cats as pets at his hometown..probably i'll join him some day..some lucky day...

weekend yg best

Ni gmbr yg my hubby ambk kt ofis..ape motif pon tktau..nk tunjuk jaket yg bru kot..sume ckp die mcm meet uncle husin ble pki jaket tu..hehe..well that is my gift to him as birthday presents..

but for sure peace tu mmg tgn hubby aku...

tp yg konfiusnyer no ofis mane lak sb setau aku ofis die bkn cmni..huhu..papelah jnji hepi..

my life is very interesting

My life..
my challenging life..

this last 2 weeks 1've facing a lot of issues..sometimes i feel i could'nt handle that..but i've families, friends who support me,give me courage to face it..thanks sis..my only sis..you always here for me during my hard time..:) (even now when you are expecting,due less than 1 month)

times running out but i'm still not solving my problem..my biggest mistake ever..that i should'nt share it here..i'll tyri my best finding the best solution so that both sides will be happy..

dari hati ku terdalam sungguh aku cinta padamu
aku nak ingin kau tahu
tingginye khayalku bersamamu


now watching movies Fasha Sandha and Fahrin Ahmad,stories of two person who falling in love but too ego to admit that..

whats wrong if we loved someones..just tell them..let them decide either want to love us back or not..as long we're not cheating our feelings..

challenges in life

I've a lot of things to think..growing older in not an easy stage..gonna do what have to do..
works..family..buddies..own needs..all must think in one box...

Let say I'll be a wonder women..hurmmm what shall I do

I want to get all my issues (we r trained not to say problem) washed off like a wind blow to de ocean..:))

Giving up is not my style also not my aim..I want to be a successful carrer women

Yet to be known as one of de ngade2 supervisor here..i've lots of whispering news throught my ears but I'll try to be the best,try to improve myself that I can be what they want me to be..

Gladly my buddies are here to support me..to push me up,to brought me cheer on cloudy days,
the I've so much passion to win this war..together with you all my dearest..


Most of my life is encouraged by my hubby who support me on what I do and still loving for who I am..be my bestfriends, hubby and my life partner..cannot live without u b...

As for now I need to plan my life..I need to be more matured in making decision and responsible for it..


Today is a great day..I am a mental warrior

For things to change I must change first

No failure,wrong result,change strategy..

Transfer if feelings..

World Cup Fever

World Cup pnyer pasal aku yg tk ckup tido..bkn sb tgk bola..tp kne kacau ngan hubby yg tgk bola smpi pg...

Ble team die kalah p kacau kiter yg tido..tk kire aritu keje ke tk..

Bile la bola nk abis.. :(

planning for future

my mission:-

1. to get as much money as i can
2. to have want i want
3. to have fun with my life
4. to remove all bad thoughts and ideas out of my head
5. to be happy all the time

gathering

dat day we have gathering at soeul garden ou...for colleagues off CCD 9,but i've joined since my hubby one's of them..

so,mkn2 time..very happy dat time..sharing stories since most of us transferred to other department..QA's,trainers,NI team,expert etc.different pressure and diff environment but still under one roof..

wah..so long arrr..:))

ello,

have been a year not checking my blog,not sure y...

mayb too busy with new life,as trainer and also as a wife...

too many things happen to me last year 2009,want to share it but not capable of typing it all..so just give a simple story only..

first,at march 09 i've get married to a person i love so,6 years of dating at last be my hubby (luv u abg)...

then too busy working..until end of yr..

since already hv 2 families,every holiday need to spend with them,cousin's marriage,visiting nanny etc.

lots of thing to do,too little time to spend even to myself..no more movies on weekend,salon on promotion day or joging on summer..

what to do..i've already move to a phase that responsibilities come first,entertainment second..

missing all the enjoyable time during my time as student 'u'..whenever free can hangout or shopping even just window shopping,still can clear my head off..

during uni,have time but no money to spend,now even have a lot of money but still no time to spend, to many things to do at last all the money goes to where it belongs,paying all the debst carried...:((

need to break,will proceed later

attached my wedding pics, with my parents and eldest bro..